Tuesday, January 17, 2017

The shingles...

I'm After my brain radiation there were many side effects which I wasn't aware of, nor was I informed of. Apparently the shingles was one of them, and sure enough my body's defenses were all down and I got it. It is the most excruciating pain, like no other pain I've EVER felt. I do not wish this upon ANYONE!! No one deserves to feel this pain, all I can do is scream at the top of my lungs and cry. But despite the pain, I thank and praise God, because I know he has control over my life and this is just a process in which I need to go through.

Psalm 46:5

God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day.

I believe God has great plans for my life as well as my family's, and that alone keeps me motivated to keep on fighting this battle. We should all really consider what is at the center of our lives, I have made God the center mine. Knowing He has control, there's nothing to fear no matter what the circumstances look like or the extreme pain I currently feel. Even when I seem to lose hope I remember God's promise.

2 Chronicles 20: 15

....This is what Lord says to you: 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's.'

This I believe whole heartedly! This battle belongs to Him, and that alone means let's me rest in peace. I may look sick but I see past it, I see a whole new life in front of me.  


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