The past couple of months could be considered a nightmare for some people, however it has been a learning process for me and my parents. I had a body scan done and it seemed as though the cancer has once more spread. This time around I was told I was in jeopardy of being permanently disabled so I was instantly admitted to the hospital for a week. I started radiation the next day, no time to waste!
This might bring anyone down, and trust me it has, but who has been there but God's powerful hand. I have been what feels like deserted by "friends" and "family", but who has stood by my side? God has. I still believe He has control of everything and have full faith that no matter what the doctors say ultimately God has the last word.
"But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds declares the Lord"
"Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord, himself is the Rock eternal"
Sometimes I don't understand how people don't value even then smallest things; such as beautiful day. I'm grateful for every day of life I get. Through the power of prayer I have become strengthened and fallen more and more in love with God. I know this journey is just a process, no matter what I'm told I'm staying as positive as I can.